Wednesday, December 17, 2014

I am Trying to Break Your Heart BY KEVIN YOUNG

I am hoping
to hang your head

on my wall
in shame—

the slightest taxidermy
thrills me. Fish

forever leaping
on the living-room wall—

paperweights made
from skulls

of small animals.
I want to wear

your smile on my sleeve
& break

your heart like a horse
or its leg. Weeks of being

bucked off, then
all at once, you're mine—

Put me down.

I want to call you thine

to tattoo mercy
along my knuckles. I assassin

down the avenue

I hope

to have you forgotten
by noon. To know you

by your knees
palsied by prayer.

Loneliness is a science—

consider the taxidermist's
tender hands

trying to keep from losing
skin, the bobcat grin

of the living.

    Kevin Young, "I am Trying to Break Your Heart" from Dear Darkness. Copyright © 2008 by Kevin Young.  Used by permission of Alfred A. Knopf, an imprint of the Knopf Doubleday Publishing Group, a division of Random House LLC. All Rights Reserved.

Source: Dear Darkness (Alfred A. Knopf, 2008)
Grand Bretagne hotel - Syntagma Square - Centre of Athens, Greece

1 comment:

Rick Forrestal said...

Wow, this is beautiful, Setty.
Thanks for sharing.
(Ah yes, "loneliness is a science." Don't I know,
don't I know.)

I hope you are having a happy holiday there.
(I need to schedule some travel assignments
that get me closer to where you are.)

That's quite a hotel.